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delirium happy
I appear to be on the verge of going completely out of my mind. Oops.

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it's the dialup. Blame the dialup.

I was doing. Or at least partly.

The thing is, it's also the computer that takes forever to render anything, and the fact that hardly any of my books or any of my other stuff are up here, so I have absolutely nothing to do, and it's demoralising and depressing and it's doing bad things to my head.

dialup is the root of all ebil

No, no, you got dialup confused with diet coke.

You mean you didn't do that a long time ago? It can be refreshing to take a nice walk in the air from time to time...

I chose my words very carefully. I am, or at least I think that I am, remarkably sane. Differently sane to the standards that some people may have, but definitely sane. I may not be able to come close to putting it into words, but I have a really rather good grip on reality and on myself.

And at the time that I posted this entry I was becoming detached from that. To stretch a metaphor beyond where it ought to go, it felt as if my mind was staying with my body, but I was becoming seperated from it.

For various reasons, this is really not something that I want to do. Fortunately, I'm feeling somewhat more connected again now though.

Once you get used to it, it's not so bad.

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