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anxiety attack
hiding, cousin it
rho
Today I was meant to be going to the job centre to have an interview about how my job hunt has been going, etc. Except that I had a really bad depression/anxiety attack, of the sort that leaves me entirely unable to leave the house, like I haven't had for ages. Until today. *sigh* I hate depression. Really truly loathe the thing.

I rang up the job centre who were less than sympathetic. My current plan is to just ignore the whole thing today, because my mental health always comes first, and if i can't cope then I can't cope. Then tomorrow or the day after, I shall contact the citizen's advice bureau, or my doctor, or someone, and look into trying to get disabled living allowance instead.

But on the plus side, I only feel like shit. I no longer believe that I am shit. Which is a definite improvement over a few years ago.

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Yeh quite....

Its just a case of getting them to realise Rho isn't just being a lazy sod or whatever, and that rho is genuinely unable to attend when having a bad panic attack/day etc....

I just hope that Rho is gonna be ok, stress from benefits crap is evil and not conducive to good mental health.

HUgs
Natalya

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