delirium happy

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I realised something earlier, and this is it:

I have won.

I mean, sure, there's still some mopping up left to do, but we're into the end game and I'm up by a rook and two pawns. The sucker doesn't stand a chance.

See, what I realised is, I am not, under any circumstances going to give in. That time has passed. Sure, I'm going to bitch, whine and complain, but I know that This Too Will Pass. So I am now resting, secure in the knowledge that victory is certain, because the only way I could fail is if I quit. Because I am just that damn good, you motherfuckers.

As such, I offer the following open letter to all and sundry who have put me down, belittled me or done their best to make my life suck. Because there's a lot of them out there.

Dear Fuckwit,

Hahahahahahaha.

I win. You lose.

Go fuck yourself with a rusty spork.

Love and Bunnies,
Me.


So yes. I'm feeling a whole lot happier about the world today than I was yesterday, because I know that I'm strong enough to get through whatever the world throws at me, and I finally, after years of badgering truly believe that I am that damn good. And I have too much to live for. And I'm going to have success. And good times. And I'm going to be the best me that I possibly can be, which is better than those fuckwits could even dream about.

How long this positive attitude will last I wouldn't even want to speculate, but that doesn't really matter, because long term I know full well that everything is going to work out. Which is nice.

This epiphany was brought to you by the "listening to the theme from Enterprise on repeat for far too long" party.

It's been a long road, getting from there to here.
It's been a long time, but my time is finally near.
And I can feel the change in the wind right now. Nothing's in my way.
And they're not gonna hold me down no more, no they're not gonna hold me down.

Cause I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe. I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, faith of the heart.

It's been a long night. Trying to find my way.
Been through the darkness. Now I finally have my day.
And I will see my dream come alive at last. I will touch the sky.
And they're not gonna hold me down no more, no they're not gonna change my mind.

Cause I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe. I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, faith of the heart.

I've known the wind so cold, I've seen the darkest days.
But now the winds I feel, are only winds of change.
I've been through the fire and I've been through the rain.
But I'll be fine...

Cause I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe. I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, faith of the heart.

Cause I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got faith to believe. I can do anything.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, faith of the heart.

It's been a long road...

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I have won.

Yay! Go you!

i saw that movie the day before yesterday, or maybe the day before that.

and i love you. and yes, you are strong and winning and doing well and there will be highs and lows and always things to complain about (i'm quite a complainer, myself.) but you have gotten through a lot of dark times, and there's strength and goodness inside you.

*hugs* Good! You're a lovely person, you're wonderful, warm and caring, and you're very intelligent, and none of them have taken any of that away from you.

What a fantastic song. And perhaps funnily enough, I thank you for posting with it - now I know who the artist is!

But, yes, you *do* win. One thing I've always admired about you is your ability to pick yourself up by your bootstraps when life kicks you in the shins, and go on fairly normally, and not let the idiots get to you. "Don't let the bastards grind you down," goes the "translation" from the (yes!) bastardized, or pseudo-Latin which my computer is being too slow for me to look up right now for precision. Illegitimi non Carborundum, however, if memory serves.

You do win - I've known that for sure for awhile. Sure, we all have our downn days, but - doesn't everyone?

Here's hoping for much more happiness to come for you in the days, months, and years ahead. How cheesy is that? Geez, I'm like a damn greeting card.

But yes. Illegitimi non Carborundum! You will prevail. You already are.


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*giggles at the sight of the letter*

you're always a winner to me.

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