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rho
Today, the highlight of my day has been playing with a lump of wax taken from the rind of a piece of cheese. I have squished it, melted it, sculpted it, imprinted it and generally taken out my frustration on it. That a small lump of yellow wax is the best thing to happen to me today should give you an indication of just how terribly exciting my life isn't at the moment.

I've been cranky and irritable pretty much all of today, and I think it's because I'm restless. I want to be spending my time doing something vaguely useful. Anything. Whatever, Just not sitting around on my arse all day doing naff all. The problem is, I know full well that with my mental health as it is, I'm pretty much incapable of that. It's frustrating as all hell.

I decided earlier to look on the OU's website for information about transferring credit from study at Lancaster, for if I decide to do that. Just trying to look up that information left me feeling stressed, anxious and headachey. And if I can't even do that, how on earth would I manage anything mroe substantial?|

I'm about ready to scream here.

Edit: Also? The "did you know?" thingies that pop up when I update my journal don't normally annoy me, but getting one for a feature (text message support) that doesn't even work in my country is really lame. This does not lessen my already high levels of crankiness.

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Poor cranky rho. *hugs you*

I like playing with wax- one time I made a funky gothic archway with judicious wielding of a melting candle adn then made a wax penguine waddle through it. Until my Grandma came in and told me to blow all teh candles out because it was a fire hazard.

Those useful little info-boxes are starting to make me think of goats as the overzealous students of the animal kingdom. They've always got a hand up in class and they DON'T EVEN HAVE HANDS!!!

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