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Happy birthday to me! &c.
delirium happy
It's my birthday today. I'm now 26. Odd thing is that I've been vaguely convinced that I've been 26 pretty much ever since I turned 25, and have had to think about what year it is and what year I was born in to convince myself otherwise. Hopefully, I won't now start believing that I'm 27.

By tradition, I should now be posting the lyrics to The Arrogant Worms' Happy Happy Birthday Song. This would simultaneously display my ennui at birthdays in general, my resignation at growing older, and my general self-deprecating stance. However, I don't really feel like that today, so I'm not going to.

For one thing, I'm feeling pretty good lately. I seem to be coming to the end of my SSRI-induced getting-worse-before-you-get-better funk, and starting to come out the other side. The other day I actually went out into the big blue room not because I actually needed to go anywhere, but because I felt like a walk and a bit of fresh air. This is unheard of. Now I just need to confront the big heap of things that have piled up over the past six weeks or so of neglect.

I'm also falling very in love at the moment. And yes, I'm going to be Vague and Annoying here, but I don't feel like going into detail at the moment. Suffice is to say, that's another thing contributing to making me happy.

I'm also feeling strangely happy about my birthday. I actually feel like I want people to make a fuss of me today, rather than doing my normal trick of just not caring. How very unlike me. so yes. Happy birthday to me.

In other, unrelated, news, I recently managed – entirely by accident – to convince someone that I hated them and was part of a group vendetta against them. To the extent that they ragequit the forum in question (for ever and ever, up until when they came back). I found this hilarious. I also found it very ironic that the whole thing made me dislike them, whereas I hadn't before. Dramaz are funz.

In other other news, jpallan was trying to convince me the other day that I want to fly over to the States for her and crschmidt's wedding. I'm unsure. On the one hand, I do want to meet them in person. On the other hand, I'm not entirely convinced that the week of their wedding would be the best time for it. On the gripping hand, I'm sure a change of scenery would do me good. And stuff. I dunno. Still mulling it over.

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I hope you had a very happy birthday and am pleased to hear things are improving for you.
Take care of yourself and I hope I'll get to catch up with you again sometime soon.

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