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Testosterone, part 2
delirium happy
Today has been a rough day. Completely out-of-whack hormones are distinctly not good for my mental well-being. This was fairly predictable after last night, but still not pleasant. I've been very twitchy and on-edge all through the day, and completely unable to relax or calm myself down. I've also had some fairly nasty body-dysmorphism issues, which led to something of a desire to self-harm. This is not something I wanted to be feeling when I was feeling not at all myself and not entirely in control of my actions.

As a result, I've spent as much of today as I possibly could in bed and asleep. This is going to wreak havoc on my sleep patterns, but I figured that it was better than the alternative of being awake through all of this.

I feel as if the worst of this is probably over for me now, and that the testosterone levels have reached their peak and started to drop again. I certainly hope that that's the case, anyway.

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Wow. I hope the levels are dropping again. That doesn't sound pleasant at all.


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