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delirium happy

Just keep on trying till you run out of cake

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I had something of a depression attack earlier, which was very sucky. I just lay on the bed without moving at all for about half an hour or so. Not good. I think it's due to me missing "safe space" as it were.

It was very reminiscent to how I used to be when I was really depressed. It's sort of like the feeling that you get when doing something like abseiling, bungee jumping or skydiving. You want to step over the edge, but something is holding you back, so you have to summon up a fairly large force of will to do so. Except for me I have to summon up that willpower to do anything at all. To scratch my head. To stand up. To put one foot in front of the other. And to make matters worse, if I'm feeling icky, I quite often don't even want to move. Not nice. But still, I'm feeling fine again now.


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